Thursday, May 31, 2012
Wednesday, May 02, 2012
There and Back Again
Not since 1992 have I lived in Hartford or Connecticut.
That’s twenty years elsewhere from the city where I was born, where my
grandparents and great grandparents are buried, where my Mom and Dad met while
she waitressed at a Friendly’s and he took lunch breaks from his job pumping
gas, where I scribbled notes as high school athletes dunked or wrestled or
leapt.
But every day, I’ve written my way back home.
It’s peculiar, making literature about a place while far
from it. With mailing addresses in Arkansas, Montana, or Baltimore, I’ve nevertheless
lived in Hartford every day.
• At
Hartford Public High School and in the city’s North End and at my grandparents’
kitchen table via House of Good Hope…
• At the Civic Center and Elizabeth Park and Weaver H.S. via
The Greatest Show…
Now I’m almost done with a novel set in 1840s Hartford, dreaming
familiar place names–Asylum Avenue, Dutch Point–into a long-ago reality.
That’s not the same as my body being in Hartford, of
course, except that sometimes it is. Now and then, the Hartford I
imagine becomes so real, and I see so precisely its detail, that a glance to
the window reveals a Montana or a Baltimore that looks no more true than a
landscape on a movie screen.
William Kennedy, a favorite author and inspiration, writes
exclusively about Albany, New York. He also lives there. Sees it every day. Still,
I can picture him looking away from his desk and feeling a moment of
disorientation that he’s not in his imagined city. He notes in an essay that
the Albany portrayed in his books isn’t the same as the Albany where people
live. “It’s my Albany,” he says, and that distinction makes sense to me.
Bank Square Books in Mystic |
My Hartford isn’t Hartford. But maybe it’s close enough to fool
people that it’s their Hartford the same way it sometimes fools me.
It’s also true that writing my way home doesn’t only happen
in my head. This
Saturday, for example, May 5 from 1-3 p.m., I’ll be signing copies at a fantastic indie bookstore, Bank Square Books in Mystic. Later in the summer, on July 6,
the anniversary of the circus fire, I’ll read at the Mark Twain House in Hartford.
Thanks to Annie Philbrick at Bank Square Books and Steve
Courtney at the Mark Twain House for the homecomings.
Where M. Twain lived, Hartford |
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